It's when hah!

Continue......

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But the internet connection in Malaysia is not really satisfactory to upload videos here.
Nevertheless, hey!
have a look at these two videos...
I copied them from youtube
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It's when our world is filled with confusion

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mates!
Dear Readers,

For a while, enough said about my life.
Not many are interested to read about me.=)
Lets go to a bigger picture.
Lets talk about the world and it's endless crisis.
Wow!
Sounds too serious?
well,it is.....
How about we start with conspiracy theories...

Lately, I stumbled into many of this theories, which are interesting enough to be watched.
I'm sure many had came across some, but for those who had not:

Please comment by saying yes if you want to watch all those videos here.

I'll try my best to relate them with one another.
To be continued........

It's when love is in the air......

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mates!

Dear Readers,

**sweep2*vacuum* *wipe2*

Okay, there!

nice and clean.

sorry for keeping this blog dusty n empty for a long time (again =p)

In the middle of final exam here.

For those who still in the spirit of raya, do make your time for

the open houses available still near you.

For those who still in the spirit of Ramadan, let us continue to fast six days in this month of Syawal..=)

Kali ni nak tulis rojak la.

Bukan pasal rojak....

Tapi bahasa tu nak rojakkan.

Okay2..sori,korang bukan bodoh...adoih.

(mintak maaf cikgu english & BM ku)

I don't know why, but I want to write something today.

Thanks to the quite long gap before next paper.

sempat la cover study.

=)

Pernah tak korang bercinta?

Mesti la pernah kan....tipu la kalau tak pernah.

For me, the word love itself brings a lot of meanings.

sing-along okayh!

L-is for the way you look at me

O-is for the only one I see

V-is very very extraordinary

E-hmm...sorry dah lupa..malas nak google lirik

Love is something beautiful that when we're in love a

hormone named dopamine produced in our body that will

create a pleasant feeling, like using cocaine.

*mesej khidmat masyarakat:salahguna dadah merbahaya dan haram dalam Islam*

Fenylethylamine(try to pronounce that without stumbling), adrenaline, Endorphin, Vasopressin, and Oxytocin also play a part when someone is in love.

Okay....STOP!

Sorry I bore you for a moment.

(tp..bdk2 medic,korang blaja la mende2 tu smue nnt kan?=p)

Sape2 yg pernah 'kapel2' tu tau la macam mana rase bercinta.kan?

Sorry, saya tak pernah kapel.Percayalah.Loser

Jadi,tak tau la macam mana rasa die....

Kalau kapel awal2 pun tak elok kan..nanti kalau tak jadi kawen, mula la frust menonggeng.

Maksiat lagi.Ish3...nauzubillah!

(sori, no offence kat sape2 ok...aku pun takdela baik sangat...masing2 ade dosa, masih ade peluang nak bertaubat selagi bernafas kan?)

Dah berapa banyak sori ntah aku tulis.

Wah! first time aku guna 'aku' dalam blog ni...-__-

Back to the topic,

Terasa nak jugak ada pasangan hidup,

tapi mungkin bukan masanya lagi Habiskan asasi dulu atif!

(tapi yang berminat nak berkawan tu,dialu-alukan sangat=p)....insyaAllah dalam masa terdekat.=)

Tapikan, sape kate kita tak boleh bercinta....

Boleh la....

Kan cinta kepada Allah tu adalah kemestian untuk semua umat Islam.

betol kan?

Sesungguhnya Cinta Allah itu adalah cinta yang teragung.

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim.....

Cinta kepada Nabi kita(Nabi Muhammad)*selawat dan salam ke atas baginda*

Kalau lah kita tau macam mane cintanya Nabi kepada umatnya(kita lah tu!)

nescaya akan menitis air mata kita mengenangkan berapa banyak kali je kita ingat baginda dalam satu hari....

Selain dua cinta tu kan, ada lagi cinta yang saya takkan tinggalkan...sampailah ke syurga..(insyaAllah)

Cinta saya kepada Mak ngan Abah.

Termasuk adik-beradik,along,kakak+abg.Izu,abang,yah dan ayad.

Tak lupa jugak semua makcik2,pakcik2 and cousin2.=)

Nak tau sebab ape?

taknak?Blog aku…suke hatila nak tulis ape

Takpela...nak cakap jugak...

sebab merekalah(skema jap) yang pernah buat saya gembira, sedih, marah, terharu, dan seribu satu perasaan lagi.

Tapi...ape yang speselnye dengan semue tu?

sebab......

Bila dieorang buat saya marah, tak terdetik pun kat hati saya nak hempuk dieorang.

Bile dieorang buat saya gembira, dieorang tak kesah pun kalau saya tak cakap thank you.

(tak tau la kalau ade yang kesah.assumption je ni..hehe)

Bile dieorang buat saya terharu,saya tak kesah pun nak nangis depan dieorang.

dan macam2 bila lagi.....

Seriously, I'll give up everything in this world but please DON'T take them away from me.

I love you guys so much.

After all, family is a form of God's blessings that has been bestowed upon us right?

We don't choose our family, we are gifted of them.

Thus, I don't think it's a trouble to love them to the fullest.

*peace*

.........................................................................................................................................

I think that's all I wanna write.

Really feel satisfied to be able to write again.

Sorry if this post shall hurt anybody or make anyone sick or bore you.

None is intended.

Okay guys!

Until next time.....

Thanks for reading!

Take care!

It's when you worth it!

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Including this post, I've posted 41 posts altogether in my blogging months (I think).

That's too little of a number I guess.....

But never mind, at least I keep this blog alive still no matter what...

And for that, thanks to friends who urged me to update my blog.

Even though updating blog can be frustrating at times, for the faithful readers in the list, I keep my determination high to update it.

Because sometimes, my eyes will get so sore while updating that I have to use eyemo (aimo) to treat them and continue writing.

I like to greet you guys with nice words and I want to assure you guys that I'm not a great blogger as I know life is a long lesson in humility. It's never worth it to boast what we have in life. But sometimes I did. So,forgive me for that. As a normal human being, I always forget.

Thanks to all bloggers too for showing me that life is not the primrose path all the way in our life. Base on your stories and ideas shared it shows that in life there are bumps and holes that we need if not to evade, we have to endure them.

This blog is not mainly based on my experience as if it is so then it'll be just about a story of a guy. We need to include the story of a girl too as we live in bi-gender world. Not for a short time but thousands and millions of years it has been. Thus including both stories will broaden our views and perspectives on each other.

After all, this world is not just about me in the world of mine. It's about everyone.

Nevertheless, upon any other, I'll write what I please :D.

I like to read people's blogs because I can see many people like to express their thoughts in a form of words using virtual pen (penamaya). Sometimes when we see certain people have the characteristic like ominous silence but in reality they are not silent inside. Let your whispers unplugged. Shout it out!

Thus, we can conclude that:

Blogs let people to unleash sparks of ideas (cetusan idea) in a very easy way.

On my point of view, blogging activity really helps in urging people to make the revolution that we need in our life. In stead of keeping your ideas and thoughts to yourselves, why not share them with everyone. If not verbal, written would be enough.

This is because, in life we need to share things to develop a better society. We are human. And human make mistakes. Sometimes, we need others to correct us.

Self assessment:

Have you ever heard of the words perfect.amiable.notable.happy :)

They are good qualities of life but believe it or not, sometimes we need the words ordinary.unfriendly.invisible.sad.

It's true we need those negatives qualities at times. For example when I read Wan Mohd Firdaus' Spot, ciknadia, Dian Fitria blogs the negative qualities that we are thought negative are sometimes needed in life.

Now, I'm feeling like wanting to ZZzzZZ...but I have to finish this.

I'm tired of trying to be perfect. Perfectionist hobby is altering alteration until they ended up : not knowing what to do anymore. Being a perfectionist will instill a straitjacket feeling inside you that will tell you making mistakes in life is untolerable. I don't like that.

We learn from our mistakes.

My rendition for my ideas might seem lame most of the time. Forgive me. I'm still learning.

But still, blogging makes me wiser, if not much, a little. I was stupid at things like this

once upon a time ago. But now....I am wiser on doing this.

So, listen to this ladies and gentlemen, this is the melody of life and

my words speak for it (kalamku berbicara) that this post is not to be read, but to be fathomed.

Because this is my virtual pen (kupunyatintamaya) that will always write about

all these indescribable feelings.

Thanks for reading guys!

Take care!

p/s:sorry klau ade blogs yg tak termasuk....will try it in other post...=)

It's when you know what I wanna write

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Realize it or not, we are already in the final days of Ramadan for this year.

Wow!

Time does fly really fast nowadays......

We don't really have to check the calendar though..

When the scenario below happens, we know we are already in the end of Ramadan.

Really......typical Malaysian's attitude...

The 'sof' in the mosque for tarawih is decreasing.....

Bubur lambuk giveaways is really hard to find...

Firecrackers sounds are everywhere....

Raya songs are being played over and over again by the radio stations....

Food bazaar's stalls are decreasing.....

and many more..=p

It's really heartbreaking that Ramadan will leave us in just few days, but not to forget the specialty in this last 10 Ramadan.....

There's this one night we should seek for in this last 10 of Ramadan.

It's the night of Qadr where this night is greater than 1000 month.

Let us all seek for it and His blessings.

Good luck all!

I hope I'll not miss my chance.

Let's make it a better Ramadan this year!

Thanks for reading guys!

Take Care

It's when I write rubbish....seriously don't read (2).

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Sajelah nak mengisi masa lapang dan memenuhkan entry blog ni.

Tulis campur2 tak kesah kan?

Seriously, the yearning to live the high school life again has grew more and more for me.

I miss the innocent life being a student where offences and wrongdoings always accompanied by the feeling of regrets.

Not to say nowadays I commit offences with joy and blithe heart, but the current feeling of regrets over the delinquency made is just different.

For example: Back in high school, I'll always feel offended when someone cursed or saying bad words even though the words were not meant for me. And I used to say

"weyh, mencarut je keje, kau tak tau dosa ke?" (takde la skema mcm tu ayat...more or less)

(see how innocent I was)

(ok, smue boleh muntah sekarang!)

Now, in this university taboo words are the most common words being used by certain students.

And what do I do or tell them?

I do nothing but quiet.

(see how not soo innocent I am now)

Well, the conclusion is easy.Sorilah merapu banyak.

The conclusion is I miss the innocent world of high school.

There!

Ceritera carutan:

1) Kalau org sebut nama kita kat tempat lain, petanda die kita tersedak kan?

Kalau orang sebut nama bab* (mencarut) , bab* tersedak la kat hutan tu?

binatang tu boleh tersedak ke?

=P

2) Jangan bukak facebook dalam gelap. Nanti tak nmpak keypad nak tulis or balas comment.

Hampir terjadi: Ada orang add as friend.

comment:Thanks for the a**......

Opps..sori tak nmpak.

Thanks for the add!

gantikan ** dengan huruf disebelah kiri 'D'..maka terserlahlah kesopananmu..hehe

Ok, done crapping.

Sorry for wasting your time.

But anyway....

Thanks For Reading Guys!

Take Care!

It's when life has its own way......

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Just now I came across a quotation from Jane Rubietta

(jgn tanya sapa makhluk ni, siya pun ndak tau sapa) saying:

Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.

And it came across my mind about a situation which

I had experienced back in high school & university which suits the quotation above.

When I was a 1st former, I went to this one audition to join the nasyeed team of the school and how lucky I was for being selected in the team by the 5th former at that time. But there was a problem when the capable 'singing bees' from my batch exceeded the limit that they actually wanted. They wanted 6, 7 or so, but they ended up got us 15 altogether.

So I cut short the story, there was a second audition the next year

(when I was 2nd former) or better known as the elimination audition.

And yes, you guessed it. I was eliminated.

I don't mind though if I get kicked out from the team but knowing that I got myself kicked out based on bias ground, I was so displeased by the senior in conduct. Oh what the heck. I tried to get over it and I did.

So, getting in the nasyeed team was a failure, so I tried for the debate team.

And voila!

I made it!

Allah certainly knows what is the best for me.

Maybe I shouldn't put the blame on the senior who kicked me out from the nasyeed team.

Maybe he was just 'the cause and effect' from Allah for a certain thing to happen.

And I was happy with the debate team. More than that, I found out that singing is just my hobby and debating is my actual passion.

So then, I lived my life in high school as a school debater (walaupun takde la power mane kan).

Met a lot of new faces with different attitudes. Learned not just how to debate but also to

co-operate and bla bla bla.....

Ok. Forget about the story for a while. Lets get back to the quotation above, based on my experience: YES someone had stolen my dream from me. YES I was angry because of it. YES I was sad. YES I managed to heal it by doing other stuff. But do I get to restore the dream? Is it possible as the quotation suggested?

So. To begin the story with, yesterday, I searched my previous school's logo over the internet (for assignment purpose) and found other picture which had caught my attention. A picture that triggered me to write on this blog today.

A picture that had brought good memories of high school back to life.

Siapakah mereka?(owh skemanya ayatku =p)

They are the english debaters, oh pardon me...

were english debaters back in high school.

One thing that I treasured the most being a debater is that I learned to work and debate with my teammates not as a team but as a family.

Regardless English or Malay debaters when we go to certain tournaments

we strutted our ways as a family together.

Was I a good debater? I'm not really sure.

But, what I'm really sure is that,

I was happy in the debate team.

And up until now, I'm still glad that I was in the debate's clan and not the nasyeed's.

Now that, I'm already in a University, I wonder if I can do the same thing again.

I haven't try out for the debate team but,

Last week, I tried out for my college's nasyeed team (tak serik sungguh aku ni).

Dapat ke?

Oh soalan itu. Jawapannye di bawah. Teruskan membaca.

Yesterday's morning Selena buat bising menandakan ade message masuk (message tone la maksudnye) lampi sungguh bagi anda yang masih lagi tidak memahami.

Apsal aku tukar Bahasa Melayu pulak ni?

Takpe la.Bahasa jiwa bangsa.

The message sounds, I mean read like this:

Salaam. tahniah!anda

tlh dipilih ntok

menyertai

Skilas, kelab nasyid

perindu.jd,insyaAllah

kte akn adekan

perjumpaan....

......bla bla bla.

And yes. I'm in!

Seronot la tu ye atif

I don't really get excited about it, as I said earlier, singing is just something I like.

Not my passion.

Maybe I should start to join the debate club in the faculty too in the near future.

kau ni,baru asasi je...

But, not to forget my main objective of coming to the university of course: studay hard & smart man!

Do remind me of that!

But hey, wait. Don't you realize?

It fulfilled the last sentence of the quotation : I got myself in the college's nasyeed team and YES I get to restore my high school dream to join a nasyeed team.Even though it's a bit late.

So ladies & gentlemen.......

The lessons learned are:

1. Just because you don't get what you want now,

doesn't mean you would not get it forever.

It's just a matter of time

2. Putting our faith in Allah is necessary in achieving a dream.

Allah knows better while we are not.

3. Letting other people to stop us from getting to our dream, is stupid.

4. Life is a path that we have to follow with a faith in the heart and determination in mind.

When everything doesn't seem to turn right, turn left then. Seek possibilities in every difficulties.

Oh crap! Bajet proffessor lah kau atif!

All right peeps.

I think that's enough for today.

See you on the next post.

Thanks For Reading.

Take Care!

p/s: sakitnye gigiku!