It's when I write rubbish....seriously don't read (2).

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Sajelah nak mengisi masa lapang dan memenuhkan entry blog ni.

Tulis campur2 tak kesah kan?

Seriously, the yearning to live the high school life again has grew more and more for me.

I miss the innocent life being a student where offences and wrongdoings always accompanied by the feeling of regrets.

Not to say nowadays I commit offences with joy and blithe heart, but the current feeling of regrets over the delinquency made is just different.

For example: Back in high school, I'll always feel offended when someone cursed or saying bad words even though the words were not meant for me. And I used to say

"weyh, mencarut je keje, kau tak tau dosa ke?" (takde la skema mcm tu ayat...more or less)

(see how innocent I was)

(ok, smue boleh muntah sekarang!)

Now, in this university taboo words are the most common words being used by certain students.

And what do I do or tell them?

I do nothing but quiet.

(see how not soo innocent I am now)

Well, the conclusion is easy.Sorilah merapu banyak.

The conclusion is I miss the innocent world of high school.

There!

Ceritera carutan:

1) Kalau org sebut nama kita kat tempat lain, petanda die kita tersedak kan?

Kalau orang sebut nama bab* (mencarut) , bab* tersedak la kat hutan tu?

binatang tu boleh tersedak ke?

=P

2) Jangan bukak facebook dalam gelap. Nanti tak nmpak keypad nak tulis or balas comment.

Hampir terjadi: Ada orang add as friend.

comment:Thanks for the a**......

Opps..sori tak nmpak.

Thanks for the add!

gantikan ** dengan huruf disebelah kiri 'D'..maka terserlahlah kesopananmu..hehe

Ok, done crapping.

Sorry for wasting your time.

But anyway....

Thanks For Reading Guys!

Take Care!

It's when life has its own way......

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Just now I came across a quotation from Jane Rubietta

(jgn tanya sapa makhluk ni, siya pun ndak tau sapa) saying:

Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.

And it came across my mind about a situation which

I had experienced back in high school & university which suits the quotation above.

When I was a 1st former, I went to this one audition to join the nasyeed team of the school and how lucky I was for being selected in the team by the 5th former at that time. But there was a problem when the capable 'singing bees' from my batch exceeded the limit that they actually wanted. They wanted 6, 7 or so, but they ended up got us 15 altogether.

So I cut short the story, there was a second audition the next year

(when I was 2nd former) or better known as the elimination audition.

And yes, you guessed it. I was eliminated.

I don't mind though if I get kicked out from the team but knowing that I got myself kicked out based on bias ground, I was so displeased by the senior in conduct. Oh what the heck. I tried to get over it and I did.

So, getting in the nasyeed team was a failure, so I tried for the debate team.

And voila!

I made it!

Allah certainly knows what is the best for me.

Maybe I shouldn't put the blame on the senior who kicked me out from the nasyeed team.

Maybe he was just 'the cause and effect' from Allah for a certain thing to happen.

And I was happy with the debate team. More than that, I found out that singing is just my hobby and debating is my actual passion.

So then, I lived my life in high school as a school debater (walaupun takde la power mane kan).

Met a lot of new faces with different attitudes. Learned not just how to debate but also to

co-operate and bla bla bla.....

Ok. Forget about the story for a while. Lets get back to the quotation above, based on my experience: YES someone had stolen my dream from me. YES I was angry because of it. YES I was sad. YES I managed to heal it by doing other stuff. But do I get to restore the dream? Is it possible as the quotation suggested?

So. To begin the story with, yesterday, I searched my previous school's logo over the internet (for assignment purpose) and found other picture which had caught my attention. A picture that triggered me to write on this blog today.

A picture that had brought good memories of high school back to life.

Siapakah mereka?(owh skemanya ayatku =p)

They are the english debaters, oh pardon me...

were english debaters back in high school.

One thing that I treasured the most being a debater is that I learned to work and debate with my teammates not as a team but as a family.

Regardless English or Malay debaters when we go to certain tournaments

we strutted our ways as a family together.

Was I a good debater? I'm not really sure.

But, what I'm really sure is that,

I was happy in the debate team.

And up until now, I'm still glad that I was in the debate's clan and not the nasyeed's.

Now that, I'm already in a University, I wonder if I can do the same thing again.

I haven't try out for the debate team but,

Last week, I tried out for my college's nasyeed team (tak serik sungguh aku ni).

Dapat ke?

Oh soalan itu. Jawapannye di bawah. Teruskan membaca.

Yesterday's morning Selena buat bising menandakan ade message masuk (message tone la maksudnye) lampi sungguh bagi anda yang masih lagi tidak memahami.

Apsal aku tukar Bahasa Melayu pulak ni?

Takpe la.Bahasa jiwa bangsa.

The message sounds, I mean read like this:

Salaam. tahniah!anda

tlh dipilih ntok

menyertai

Skilas, kelab nasyid

perindu.jd,insyaAllah

kte akn adekan

perjumpaan....

......bla bla bla.

And yes. I'm in!

Seronot la tu ye atif

I don't really get excited about it, as I said earlier, singing is just something I like.

Not my passion.

Maybe I should start to join the debate club in the faculty too in the near future.

kau ni,baru asasi je...

But, not to forget my main objective of coming to the university of course: studay hard & smart man!

Do remind me of that!

But hey, wait. Don't you realize?

It fulfilled the last sentence of the quotation : I got myself in the college's nasyeed team and YES I get to restore my high school dream to join a nasyeed team.Even though it's a bit late.

So ladies & gentlemen.......

The lessons learned are:

1. Just because you don't get what you want now,

doesn't mean you would not get it forever.

It's just a matter of time

2. Putting our faith in Allah is necessary in achieving a dream.

Allah knows better while we are not.

3. Letting other people to stop us from getting to our dream, is stupid.

4. Life is a path that we have to follow with a faith in the heart and determination in mind.

When everything doesn't seem to turn right, turn left then. Seek possibilities in every difficulties.

Oh crap! Bajet proffessor lah kau atif!

All right peeps.

I think that's enough for today.

See you on the next post.

Thanks For Reading.

Take Care!

p/s: sakitnye gigiku!

It's when they say "I do"

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear readers,

Praise be to Allah for this chance of me writing something in this blog after a while keeping this blog successfully quiet and abandoned.

Hectic life it had been for me for the last few weeks, and so do for the family.

On the 5th of June 2010, everyone in the family witnessed another member of the family i.e my dear sister ending her bachelor ages when she tied the knot with my brother in law.

Of many siblings of mine, she is the first who took the first step forward.

My dear sister, sarah and dear brother in law, abg izu congrats and I love you guys.

Since, it was the first wedding in the family, there were few things went awry, but all in all everything went quite well.

Kudos to all family members for making it a day to be remembered!

here are few photos of the big day:

The smile that hid all the nervousness

The kiss to symbolise the eternal love for each other

The words united two souls

The bracelet and ring i.e she's taken

The wedding ring i.e he's taken

The "throne" for the evening

The newlywed husband and wife

The "pelamin"

The wedding day

The "santapan" place

Another chapter of life begins......

That's all for now.

Thanks for reading guys!

Take care!

p/s:check out the video in my fb...=)

It's when again hard work is required

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

The long lapse from my previous post has created a some kind of lacuna as if I don't want to write anymore.

Pardon me, the process of entering a university should take my time less.

Anyway, varsity life is just getting started.

I cannot tell whether it is fun or the other way around.

What I can tell you guys is just that the orientation week or better known as Minggu Destini Siswa in UiTM was so debilitating, especially for my ears and eyes.

Four and a half full days of talks talks and talks.

And the word I couldn't possibly forget which I heard over and over again during all those talks is 'ANDA'

ANDA mestilah bla bla

ANDA adalah bla bla bla

ANDA merupakan bla bla bla

ANDA harus bla bla bla

The most popular word that week I'd say.

The Place

Very familiar. I've been to UiTM Shah Alam lotsa times before.It's just this time I get the opportunity to explore the place as a legal member of the university.

+ the pool

+ the futsal court

+ the tennis court

+ other courts

+ the Gym

+ the library

+ etc

The Room(which I rather call dorm)

Perindu is the name. 8 room mates (very welcoming so far). Bed, area for studying and a locker. walking distance to faculty and classes.

And yes, we have washing machine!

The Class

Audi or classroom. The place for studying.

The Place For Munch2

The nearest is DC. Washington DC,haha yeah rite.

Nama nak glamour.

Dataran Cendekia:Girls usually eat here, bcoz it's close to the girls college.

Next option, nearby shauqi cafe(which is currently closed) or seksyen 2.

Leisure Park

Cannot be identified yet...=P

This Monday will be the first class of this semester.

Can't wait.

And yes, I have to mention....

Now, I have the Federal Constitution book in my bag!

New shoes,

New shirts,

New books,

New friends,

New environment,

New spirit,

New records coming right up!

This is the start of something new.

Ladies and gentlemen,

Till we meet again in the next post.

Thanks for reading!

Take Care!

It's when I can see the path....

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Praise be to Allah I get the offer to further my study under:

Asasi Law UiTM Shah Alam

I take this offer as a stepping stone for me to change my dream into reality.

To become a successful lawyer who puts justice onto his top priority.

May Allah show me the right way.

JUSTICE THROUGH LAW

There were few friends had questioned me:

why do you want to be a lawyer?

Here's a list of answers that I could provide.

1.I find that lawyer is a very interesting job (after I observe my dad)

2.I'll have the chance to put justice to the place that it should be.

3.My parents suggested me to do law.

4.By using common sense, can't you see?lawyers make big money! =)

I can see that at first sight and by using simple assessment being a lawyer seems like fun.

I mean just look at those successful lawyers,

Their property worth being published in Forbes Mag.

But, little that we know being a lawyer also means putting a huge load of burden upon oneself(lawyer)

If a lawyer represents someone who is guilty while the lawyer knows that fact, thus it is actually haram(unlawful in Islam)

Well, I don't have to tell you that.

Because it's freaking obvious, not only in Islam but almost in all religion stated that defending one who is guilty is not right.

I'm sure you already know that.

What I'm trying to say is, I hope I'll not be in the group that defend those who transgress the law.

May Allah guide me to the right path.

NOT GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY

THAT'S THE PRINCIPLE

Other few friends asked me:

Why don't you study(law) abroad?

I can give you loads of answers for that, but here are the main reasons:

1.I don't qualify to apply for a scholarship.

2.I'm not that bloody rich to study overseas by using my own money.

3.My parents would strongly disapprove it(for degree only)

4.We learn the law the place where we study(I hope you understand this)

5.And even if I do law in commonwealth country, I'll have to do the CLP or BAR eventually.

Which will waste my time more.

Thus, I hope sufficient answers had been given.

And yes, for those who have the ambition of being a lawyer, I would strongly suggest you finish your degree in your own country(in this case I refer to Malaysia)

Nevertheless, it's up to you though.

I mean, different people have different point-of-views.

Take this picture below for example:

Tell me now.

Which one of the below statement you would agree with:

1.half full glass

2.half empty glass

I'm quite certain that I'll have two parties who support statement one and two respectively.

It would be impossible for all of you to agree with the same statement.

You know why?

Because of the freaking reason we have different points of views.

We all look at things differently.

The same goes with this picture below:

Tell me what do you see.

Of course it's a zebra!

Silly me.

What I meant is :

Do you think that zebra is black with white stripes?

OR

White with black stripes?

You see!

If you don't believe me, ask a few of your friends to have a look at my blog

(no intention to promote my blog =))

Then, lets have a listen on what they got to say.

In a conclusion, I've been crapping in this post.Am I?

Whatever it is, please take what is good and leave the rest aside.

I'm not so good with words, but I sure know a little.

For that,

Thanks for reading guys!

Take care!

It's when we begin another chapter of life

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

What do you want in life?

A question that no human would possibly could answer with a 'dot' in the end.

I believe it's a norm to the philosophical anthropology that desire of a normal humankind is somehow flagrantly knows no boundaries.

Me myself has so much things in the list that I always got flustered by the dreams to an extend that I don't know where and when to begin.

Nonetheless, there are some who have achieve their badly desired dreams and change those dreams into reality.

Thus, I dedicated this post to my friends who had passed SPM with technicolour.

I simply awed by the staggering capability of the few friends who managed to get up to 11 A+

be it SMAPK friends or from other schools.

Guys, my hats off to all of you!

Yes, including you who read this.

And I believe many have being offered for various programmes.
For friends who I assumed had done a lot for me for the past 5 years,

take this video I have made as a sign of thank you.

Some might have made up their mind, with or without scholarships he wants to study abroad.

And some have decided that local education is the best for them.

No matter what we choose for our future, I hope it's going to be the best for us eventually.

May the 'flight' we'll be taking, the 'fligh't of success will take us to a destination that we have been visualize in our dreams.

And whatever it is, I hope time and 'situations' will not change us to something that we have been dreaded to become and in contrary we will become a better person:mind and soul

Do tell me if I change to someone that I don't even want to be in the future

May Allah guide us all the way....

Little trivia about this short clip:

I took two days to make this clip. This is my second attempt of doing such video.

Sorry for those who are not in the vid.

Those pics are the only pics I got from few friends mentioned in the vid.

If there should be any elements that hurts somebody's feelings in the vid, I apologies for that. None is intended.

Thanks for reading guys!

Take care!

It's when I write rubbish...seriously Don't Read.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day mate!

Dear Readers,

Why are you so stubborn?

How do I know you are stubborn?

Because, you would not know that I call you stubborn if you don't read this post in the first place.

Okay, I give you a chance to navigate away from this page A.S.A.P.

I'll count 1 to 10 and I'll be expecting you to leave this page.

Deal?

Okay, I take that as a yes.

1

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3

4

5

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8

9

10

If you are still reading this, there would be only three explanations for it.

1. You don't understand English.

2.You are very curious on what actually I want to write about.

or maybe 3. You are just really a stubborn person.

Seriously, you'll puke after you read what I wanna write after this.

You don't mind?

Oh well, I can't stop you anyway.

But, don't blame me.

You Have Been Warned!

Nowadays, there is one thing people like to do in their blogs.

'Thing' that they call tagging.

Mizani Akmar tagged me in one of her post and as a sign of respect for her request, I'll answer all those questions.

1. How tall she should be?

I wont specify the height, and I don't want to sound mean.

But if possible, not too tall and not too short.

Slightly shorter than me is good enough.

2.What hair colour should she has?

Natural colour. The colour she was born with.

3.What kind of personality should she has?

If possible, humble and personality that necessarily complement to mine. =p

4.Older or younger?

If possible, younger or at least the same age.

5.What film actress should she most be like?

None. Actress acts.

I like naturality.

But, if you insist, Tiz Zaqyah in Nur kasih. hoho

6.What singer should she be most like?

In term of voice, if possible Taylor swift.

Tapi kalau tak boleh nyanyi pun takpe.

7.Do they need to cook?

Of course! No compromise.

8.What is her best body part?

Allah created the shapes and sizes of His servants for a reason.

Sempurna sifat sudah cukup.

9.What car should she drive.

Any car that looks like a car and IS a car. Equipped with airbags and other safety devices.

10.What one thing completely turns you on?

that 3 words. haha..somehow I feel funny to answer this.

11.Who was the girl on your mind when you were doing this survey?

Really wanna know?

Honestly, none currently.

I'm very sleepy right now.

12. Tag 6 people to do this survey to.

Taknakla. No forcing.

If you read this, feel free to do it.

=)

Have you puke already?

like I said.

You have been warned.

Thank you for reading.